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Law Of Devotion V2 eBook by Luba Evans free download (.pdf). I’m not posting this blog on Facebook, because I don’t want him to see this. But guys, these past few weeks, I have been getting to know someone really well. We just click. Conversations are easy. There’s so much smiling and laughter. And we are both huge dorks. And I love it. But I’m also scared of it. I DON’T know what will happen in the future. I DON’T know if he feels the same way about me that I do about him. And I have this strange fear of the possibility of losing him. But I want to enjoy the ignorance. I want to enjoy new adventures and conversations as they come, everyday. I don’t want to be afraid of what I cannot control. He is his own person and will make decisions for himself. I can’t control someone just because I have feelings for them. But the odd thing is, with this person, it’s just so easy to fall in love. Is it weird that I feel this way after 2 weeks? YES. Is it perfectly acceptable to think I am a typical, overly-emotional young female? YES. Because that is exactly how I feel. I don’t know what these feelings are that are rustling around deep inside me. I don’t know how to describe the feelings I get when I am just around him and talking to him. All I want to do is smile and thank God for how lucky I am to meet a man like this. So, I hope he doesn’t find this blog, because that would be embarrassing. So I guess I’ll just have to master the art of ignorance and not worry about the future. The present is now and I would really just like to enjoy it, for once.
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