Your new post is loading...
Robert Mueck's Ultimate Vertigo Protocol PDF eBook download. Feel free to share this book with your friends on Facebook! The other day I took a bad turn mentally and physically, and I wanted to share what happened as writing how I feel, helps me understand more about how I am feeling currently and what I was feeling before. On the 27th of October 2016, I took an overdose. I took over 2000mg of Sertraline and 250 mg of Mirtazapine. Why? Well, I don’t fully understand why. I felt like a trip switch went off in my head. One minute I was fine, the next, well I took the overdose without thinking. I wrote a letter to my mum and a few shorter ones to close friends apologizing for being a dark cloud in their lives, and for the pain I cause them, and I also asked them to forgive me. I didn’t know what would happen. Last time I took an overdose, I was told it wasn’t toxic enough but kept me in overnight just in case. I thought it would be the same so I went to work. That is where the problems began. I had barely started work when I started to feel lightheaded and dizzy. I went straight to my manager and after a while, I managed to ask him to phone an ambulance and told him what I did. He guided me up the stairs to the canteen to get me a drink of water (which we didn’t know that I wasn’t meant to drink anything). I sat there and he got my personnel manager in to wait with me.
