Never Lose Him by Nadine Pial PDF eBook free download. Ahhhh without judgement. My whole life has been filled with people close to me judging my behaviour. I have no privacy, because you don’t when you have a disabled child and you have to advocate to get services … you have to throw all of your dirty laundry out there. And Erica likes to tell everybody, everything about our life good, bad and ugly. People in stores, on the streets, everywhere. I can’t help where I am. I am just here struggling to put one foot in front of the other everyday to make a better life for Erica and myself. What hurts the most is the “isolation” that I feel. Friends that I have lost, relationships that I have lost And the things that people close to me say when I am struggling and asking for help .. which I hardly ever do, I learned my lesson on that early.